A Christmas Post

On the day that Pierce was most critical, the day we were called in to hold him because death was imminent, things were a blur. Life was happening around us, but it was as if we were frozen in place, my eyes locked on my baby. I couldn't bear to think past the minute I was in, letting my mind wander was far too dangerous and too painful to bear. I don't remember much from that awful day, but I do remember one thing- our sweet nurse Rachel, made it her goal to cater to our every need. I remember her bringing us food and drinks, going out to update our families in the waiting room, and doing literally everything we needed done as we were unable to leave Pierce's bedside. For about 24 hours, we sat in that NICU, waiting for the end to come, every heartbeat on the monitor was seen as a gift, another minute with our son. At some point I remember Rachel and I talking. She had such a sweet and caring spirit and was exactly what I needed that day. I still remember Rachel saying one thing that offered me so much hope and comfort. She said something to the effect of, "I think Pierce is going to pull through. And I can picture you guys sending out a cute family Christmas card at the end of the year." I remember how FAR away that moment seemed and how overwhelming the present circumstances were. But for some odd reason, I remember being filled with hope as I thought about how my heart longed to see the day where I could send out a Christmas cards as a family of three and not two. Right then and there, I prayed and asked God to grant me the opportunity to send out Christmas cards as a family of three.

This week, I finally got my Christmas cards in the mail! And while I was addressing them, I couldn't help but be filled with gratitude to our Heavenly Father for granting us this opportunity. We are SO thrilled to have our little 8-month old, 16 lb (yes, that's right... 16!) Pierce with us this Christmas. And we look forward to celebrating the miracle of not only his life, but of the life of our Savior, Jesus Christ. We hope each and every one of you have a very, Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas from the Franks Family!